Tagged with #anger

Approval For My Anger & Deepest Desires

"I emigrated from Russia to London with my family at age 15. To survive the transition, I learned to project a tough, macho kind of masculinity that..." READ MORE

From Seeing Red to Reading My Feelings

"Through my journey with Orgasmic Meditation, I’ve learned that as a cis male, I have to teach myself to feel. It’s an ongoing process and I’m still..." READ MORE

Restoring My Sensitivity and Giving Up Drugs and Alcohol

"I had been abstinent for about a month when I came across Orgasmic Meditation. I had grown tired of the nightclubs, of the drug- and alcohol-fueled..." READ MORE

I Can Face a Woman’s Anger

"My wife and I had a typical story. When we first got together, we couldn’t keep our hands off each other. The sex was fantastic. I’d never found an..." READ MORE

OM has Expanded my Ability to See, Feel, to be Attentive

"Man, did I have a plan for my life. I started dating the woman I was going to marry on the last day of high school. We went to a movie, saw Don Jua..." READ MORE

What My Body Tells Me

"Dread fills me as I'm walking down the street, and I see my mother's car parked up ahead at a gas station. She gets out of her car and stumbles tow..." READ MORE

Trusting What I Feel

"The team-building game was supposed to be fun, but I found it irritating. Instead of making me feel closer to my co-workers, most of what they said..." READ MORE

A New Kind of Power

"I'm a hunter, and I have a high prey drive. It's satisfying to hunt and catch the prey, build the business, raise the children, rescue the animals,..." READ MORE

Like Plugging my Finger in the Socket

"I had always been an intensely socially anxious person. I still am, in a way, but not at all the way I was before. I had few friends, and those who..." READ MORE

In the Timeless Place

"It was just another day at the computer programming job I'd held for over a decade. I was married, I owned a house, and my life was in order. But t..." READ MORE

What I Craved

"I would say a big defining piece of my life before was that I was in two very long relationships with men I loved.  Both of them were people I foun..." READ MORE

OM reignited my desire after burnout

"I’ve always been a high achiever, and I was always ambitious.  Early on, I started making lists for what I intended to accomplish by a certain age...." READ MORE

From Anger to Adventure

"I was really shy and sensitive as a little kid, and I would cry easily. Then one day when I was about eight years old, my mom took me to a movie. I..." READ MORE

Like A Queen On Her Throne

"Like so many girls growing up Catholic, I heard my mom say that sex was bad—a lot—especially if you’re a girl who likes girls. As a result, it was ..." READ MORE

Opening My Voice

"Outside the windows of the rented van, hills and meadows were flashing past. Inside, my college classmates were chatting and laughing, and I was si..." READ MORE

I melted anger and numbness into connection

"Staying ConnectedThere was a time when the only way for me to survive was to numb myself to the world, not just mentally but physically as well. I ..." READ MORE

No More Hungry Ghosts

"Ten years ago, every weekend I used to get my makeup done—full face, full lash, very glamorous—and go clubbing in London. I was porn star glamorous..." READ MORE

Expanding From Rules to Desire

"Community is one of the most important things in my life, and if I think about what I’ve come to love most about Orgasmic Meditation, it’s that I c..." READ MORE

The Many Varieties of Letting Go

"“Slow down,” my mother said. “You're taking the curves too fast.”She was right. I was driving just a little too fast. She wasn't even being mean. B..." READ MORE

Healing Self-Pity & Anger at Women

"I’m determined to write about myself in a way that isn’t self-pitying. Getting out of self-pity has been an important part of my work in recent yea..." READ MORE